It’s supposed to be my VL (vacation leave) today but I don’t feel like it. For one thing, I don’t have something to do. I’m not even going out of town, which funnily was the reason why I applied for VL in the first place. We were planning to go to Baguio today. It was an officemate’s idea. I’ve no clue what happened or why everyone was backing out. They said it’s not a good time. We’ll go next time instead. I’m not really upset, I myself isn’t exactly in the mood to travel. With the weather being unstable, I’d rather stay at home, read a novel or maybe dig up some old write-ups for revision.
I also feel a little lonely. There’s a definitive lull in the air punctuated by the gloomy afternoon sky. Lately, I’ve been feeling a lot like this. It’s somewhat disconcerting. I should learn how to deal this type of emotion. Sigh…
Maybe I should go to work, cancel my leave. Better yet, I have to suck it up and forget the drama.
